RaiNs FalLs aGaiN.. 4eva RaiNin

poor ankle

2010-10-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

i am back (with an twisted ankle)!

this is the second time i twisted my ankle, previously was right, now is the left ankle.

and i twisted the left ankle twice within split seconds.

actually i do not quite remember how i managed to twist it twice at one time.

all i remember was i was defending and just nice it was a perfect defence!

flew up into the sky got the ball, landed by twisting inwards,

then somehow i think either i was pushed a little or i pulled myself towards the other directions,

the ankle twisted outwards.

double twist. good things does not come in two.

well seen the chinese doctor, not as scary as i thought!

she did not crack any of my bones, she just pushed it back.

but she told me strictly no netball for a month.

then i asked about swimming, she said no too.

unless after 2 weeks, i can swim but the left ankle will be highly prone to injuries.

and strictly no netball for a month.

extremely upset.

i was still looking forward for the time trial for swimming this monday :(

after one month, netball competition is over, swimming competition is over!

:( :( :( :( :(

take care everyone, do not get yourself injured :(

champion

2010-08-24T02:28:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm back again!

actually today im glad that one noob told me to say the truth and so i plucked up the courage and said it!
the feeling was SHIOK!
i was about to use excuses to cover up in which i made feel guilty after that.
but now its great! the noob finally has influenced me in the positive way :)

look at the swimming pool in the picture above!
always have been watching that scene from televisions or what-so-ever.
its awesome, one day i must swim in an indoor swimming pool! that shall be one of my lifetime wishlist :)
anyway, now i am kind of tempted to join one more swimming club which is open to the public.
i just love swimming and it seems like an additional way in how i can improve myself?
but i need to ensure that it is able to fit into my timetable since both my cca are going to change their training dates!
so that shall be on my waiting list! cant wait though!

its great to watch the YOG on tv last night!
for the mens hurdle 400m if im not wrong, only 3 runners and i not sure why too, on lanes 4,5 and 6.
it was raining last night and yet they are still racing!
but thats not the main point!
the main point is at the start of the first hurdle, one of the runners fell after passing the first hurdle,
obviously its due to the slippery floor.
he had two choices: to sit there and shout for pain (because the fall looks like super painful ;x) or stand up and finish up the race.
imagine the world would have seen his fall and he will pai-seh!
but his courage to stand up and finish the race steadly is really awesome!
from what i see from tv, normally the last runner literally like given up and run at a slower pace back to the finish line!
but that dude ran at a fast pace! i shall find out who that fellow is soon!
his courage is awesome, my champion!

take care daddy

2010-08-22T02:58:00.000+08:00

ever since i have been unemployed, i had not been updating.
for the noobs, i am here for the update!
lets see how much my tiny brain can remember the past activities and events.

before the updates! does anyone has a cure for quiet behaviour or anti-social habits?
recently my wordcounts seem to be dropping drastically from day to day.
forget about meeting the tonnes of new people i am meeting daily since im a natural anti-social,
even those whom i talk relatively more, i am starting to be super quiet.
beyond hope somehow.

on the first day of unemployment that is 31st july, i had an bbq with s27,
went to prepare the food early and was somehow tortured by the weird raw smell of the food.
in short, maid for the day.
throughout the bbq, i only sat around and wait for food to appear in front of me,
but oh well, what's new ;x

then a few days later, met yeo and foo for a simple lunch before proceeding to my house to rot.
gossip session rocks.
we should have more gossip session!

it was followed by my swim club stayover on 8th august to 9th august! its my first stayover so sort of excited over it!
i think i sort of got to know more people.
the drinking game was fun but all i drank was diluted ribena!
the best parts occur at times where new rules set in and everyone has to follow!
lesson of the day: always believe in karma~
i learnt my lesson, i drank a cup filled with coke sprite soyabean and sarsi.
i can really taste out the different flavours while drinking and guess what the ingredients were all added by me, myself and i.
so the very next day, i received karma.
tried hard to keep myself awake while the rest while playing taboo,
don't really enjoy playing taboo but the ones playing made it sound awesome and funny that i did not fall aslp afterall.

received a last minute sms on one of the random nights,
and the next day went to kbox with chia, lau and yak. it was a torture since i didnt have the singers singing together with me.
as for dinner, probably we were feeling rich? we ended up in new york new york!

then on the same week, i had my second stayover!
before that went to have sushi buffet at cathay with foo, yak and yeo!
long time since i last eaten sushi then we went home and get our stuffs for stayover.
well went to tan's place for stayover since my place was highly banned by my mummy.
the people included are foo, lau, tan and yak.
other than playing games, rotting, chatting, looking at them paint nails, the other times i remember was eating, eating and more eating.

the other days in august, other than slacking at home, i should be going down for training?
i dont mind swimming non stop but i hate the smell of chlorine and other unknown chemicals.
its like putting a fish back into the waters (:

okies here comes the problematic part of my life,
i did not know all these were happening, felt rather useless when i heard upon it.
apparently there's something wrong with my daddy right hand and he does not even have the energy and strength to brush his teeth.
and i'm feeling darn useless as all i could do is to ask my mummy to ask him if he had seen the doctor since i'm too hum to do so.
well he did visit a few doctors but no use and he will visit the chinese doctor soon, but he still refuse to go for the acupuncture for his right hand as he is too hum to do so.
(well thats where my genes came from apparently)
my mummy ask me to maybe like just ask him to go try? but i lack that freaking courage! because i'm sure i will end up crying like some idiot.
i just cant stand it when something happen to my daddy's health. he has already so many :\ i wish he will live healthy and i dont mind if i were to have some deductions to my health.
take care daddy!

well, although the some things are known,
no sad feelings involved since i really thanked your existence that helped me somehow or another.
probably the part 1 has ended. now play part 2!
hopefully i will be able to see it through no matter how draggy it will be!

一定要加油!

happy birthday mummy

2010-07-28T09:06:00.000+08:00

helloo im back :D
this week is rather busy!

and my mummy just aged on 26th july. happy 49th birthday mummy :)

im just so lazy to update :\

thank you noobs

2010-07-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

hello! here to update before i start work tomorrow!
since the next whole week i will be starting to get busy at work~ hopefully*
trying to keep myself awake during work totally sucks, so i rather have things to do than have nothing to do.
i love office work (:

firstly i want to give my greatest thanks to my two dearest noobs!
they are named noob ina and noob ssa.
i shall not mention their name, cannot expose their noob identity if not people will know that they are noobs.
well thanks for not leaving me behind that day and coming to save me ((:
let me tell you two noobs how touched i am okie! i was so touched that i cried after recalling everything in the night! ;x
seriously that time when i said go off first, i will find my own way, my mind was blank, really do not know what to do next!
so dear noobs i love you!
awww~ thats sweet ;x

maybe its some childhood fear!!! i got lost when i was freaking young and yet i can remember that day till date!
it was at a coffeeshop in bukit batok, the one that have two coffeeshops back to back,
my father wanted to bring my sister to the toilet to wash hands,
after they left like 10 seconds, i decided to go follow them to wash hands too!
despite knowing that my daddy had not even drank his cup of coffee,
i left the table following them and thats how i got lost!
because i was short? maybe! so i end up walking aimlessly crying like an idiot!
till two strangers - an uncle and his daughter came forward to help.
they brought me to those orange public phone and put in a ten cent coin for me
then pass the phone to me since i cant reach it -.- (thank god shortie days are over)
and yet i dont remember any number except my auntie's house number
which i still remember till now! 7607614!
see how tramatised i was after the incident!
after i called, my father spotted me and i was saved!
dramatic and tramatising day but thats the reason why i hate being lost.
and till now although there's something called handphone and contact list, i still memorise phone numbers.

so that was how i was feeling that day! sounds a little overexaggerating.
but once again thank you noobs!

another thing is that i finally started cca number 2 that is netball!
okay i quite look forward to tuesday, i think im crazy enjoying the muscle aches.
went for bowling till the bowling alley closed.
seriously the service sucks sucks sucks.

okie my sister passed her practical driving test while she is back here in singapore.
i experienced her driving on saturday.
thankfully mummy was around, imagine if i were to point out to her what to take note,
i think she will hate me even more.
yes till date she still hate me, she always remind me that she hates me.
but yup congratulations~ thats maybe something i wanted to say but have no courage to do so.

then as for today, went to east coast park for cycling with my class and dinner at vivo.
try muscle ache and cycling together, its rather a torture.
but well, its alright, i love my temporarily red skin (:

yes i heard some news about it
and yet i cant believe that it occupied my mind like crazy and still i cant get it out.
seriously i know things will be different
but i dont really care :)) use an bright spirit to overcome the darkforces of it!
shit it is freaking cute!

despicable me

2010-07-07T11:13:00.006+08:00

anyone want to watch the movie despicable me?
this character above is one of the orphanage girl and she looks super cute!
watch with me watch with me watch with me!!
hard to find people to watch cartoon movies :(

last thursday went for orientation day and friday for enrolment talk.
so those two days were like heaven! finally can sleep till a later timing!
in the end i did not sign up for the orientation camp since only 240 slots.
and i freaking crazy to join two ccas because there's no band!
-.- hopefully can coop?

(from noob ina's tumblr!)
this sentence is so true! makes my life shorter only!
stay happy happy! happy life = long life! YAYS!

freaking bored! friday got selection and yet i dont know the rules.
crap!

annoying things to do in the lift

2010-06-30T16:33:00.003+08:00

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask “Got enough air in there?”

2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.

3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you’re embarrassed when they open themselves.

4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.

5) MEOW occasionally.

6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: “You’re one of THEM” - and back away slowly

7) SAY -DING at each floor.

8) SAY “I wonder what all these do?” And push all the red buttons.

9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: “I have new socks on.”

11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: “Is that your beeper?”

12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.

13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: “This is my personal space.”

14) WHEN there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn’t you.

15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.

17) HOLD the doors open and say you’re waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say “Hi Greg, How’s your day been?”

18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: “That’s mine!”

19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.

20) PRETEND you’re a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.

21) SWAT at flies that don’t exist.

22) CALL out “Group hug” then enforce it.

4th year

2010-06-29T09:36:00.004+08:00

time flies.

er zuo ju zhi wen

2010-06-28T10:23:00.000+08:00

Hello! im back! i was totally missing from the internet world since friday night!
as im watching one vcd which was borrow noob ina :)
its called 恶作剧之吻! okies the vcd only part 1! i want to watch part 2!
but i dont want to watch from online!
20 vcds and i going to complete the LAST cd today today!

eventful weekends other than watching the vcd.
1st, had an mini class outing climbing the bt hill and dinner :)
2nd, went to airport as the noise maker aka my sister is back for a month :)
3rd, went to johor :)

okies, this upcoming week, do not really look forward to it though.
thursday and friday need to go attend SCHOOL!
yes yes school, dont feel like going, as when it comes, i have to be sociable!
=_______=''' i dont really talk and yet i must force myself to talk!
JIAYOU :)

seriously i dont look forward to tomorrow.

lee min ho

2010-06-24T12:53:00.001+08:00

Hello 22nd june! Finally its Lee Min Ho's birthday!

Now its belated birthday but oh well at least i remembered and twitted about it,

just that no one bothers about that twit entry of mine :(

I just had nothing to do in office, so I went on a photo hunt!

Hunt for his photos so as to upload the soon-to-be-dead blog of mine.

Presenting to you Lee Min Ho:

on his birthday, woke up super duper early for work!

as there is one workshop in which the smart-er students are been selected and paid for and all they need is to attend.

the course itself is $100 per person and this price excludes their meals (two teabreaks and one lunch)

Sat in the class for around half hour to observe abit and was amazed by the speaker.

she was able to engage her ideas loud and clear across the class and there's not a single stumbling word out from her mouth.

every confident speaker is just too admirable!

If im still a student, i might reluctant to attend such workshop, but as an observer, its a totally different story.

And im happy! since tuesday, i "kidnapped" my daddy's car, but the "kidnap" will only be successful for one week :(

actually driving on the expressway early in the morning is not scary, just need to be careful, that's all :)

since im driving a noob kid with me daily, so i had been extra careful i think? ;x

I realised i like to read non-fiction books, i tried to attempt several fiction books and i cannot survive through one chapter.

Im currently reading one book named "After Dolly" by Ian Wilmut (one of the creator of dolly) and some things is quite different from what i learnt from General Paper.

Interesting i would say (:

oh gosh! THAT day is coming!

Waited long? yes. no maybe not. yes. no maybe not. yes. no maybe not.

i should use flower petals instead -.-

random updates

2010-06-21T11:08:00.000+08:00

this will be an super duper random update
so i hereby apologise for the disorganisation :)

Once Upon A Last Week, there was a freaking noob who asked me how old she was.
By right, the noob is younger than me by 1 year, but the following conversation proved that she's older than me:

Noob: eh 我今年几岁啊？
PRO: 你今年二十岁了啦！
Noob: *stones and thinks awhile*
Noob: then 为什么我的 (whoever - i forgot) 今年 celebrate 二十一岁生日？他大我两岁 leh!
Noob: *starts talking to herself (like always aka poor me)*
Noob: 可能是 celebrate 华人的二十一岁生日吧? *obviously it doesnt make sense as if it were to go according to chinese year, should be celebrating during 20 years old*
PRO: 我今年十九岁!
Noob: *THINKS*
Noob: 臭鸡蛋！你 scam 我!

okay, 臭鸡蛋 is the latest cool word to use, other than my daily "what the hell".
but obviously how noob can the noob be?

the other issue is regarding my mum and i on saturday,
sometimes motivation helps :)
our attempt to go walk the noob bukit timah hill:

mummy: so we confirm going to bukit timah hill?
me: huh~ i suddenly dont feel like going leh. *continue playing computer*
mummy: dont be lazy, just treat that you are accompanying mum.
me: orh okie lo, later lah, half hour later.
*after half hour when i closed my computer*
me: eh faster change, must go before the sky turns dark.
mummy: wah, really must go ah, looks like going to rain liao leh.
me: *looks outside the sky looks perfect* YA?
-Success-
okie from this weekend onwards, i shall try to accompany my mummy to bt hill.
her bones are getting old, hopefully it will be able to motivate my daddy along too.

WHAT A BORING RANDOM UPDATE,
TOO BADD SINCE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!

noobs

2010-06-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

hello! i see noobs everywhere!

okies this week is the third consecutive week that i have been kboxing with all the noobs.

we repeated 我又初恋了by 五月天 for 3 times! if not for the "reject" button! addicted to this song :D

seriously everyone should go during this period!

from monday to thursday 7pm to 10pm, it costs only 8 bucks nett! with the entitlement of free drink and snacks.

damn, i should be paid for free advertising ;x

well, im going to advertise two more items here!

firstly if you were to go to xinwang taiwan cafe, please go try the "oreo milk tea with pearl".

i dont like drinking milk tea, so for me to be addicted to the drink shows that its freaking nice!

next, there is a new daiso opened at bukit panjang plaza,

looks clean and new, with the floors and walls sparkling!!

i think im weird, everyone dont like the new jay chou album while i like.

and for the first time i saw the 超人不会飞 mv, well, not as what i expected, but i still love that song :D

okies recently managed to meet up with the aunties ((:

after planning and cancelling so many outings, finally got one! though only five people but better than nothing!

super hard to meet up with people once we go different ways TT

but i will miss everyone! awwww~ ;x

well message received :D and im still the same!

updates

2010-06-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

presenting to everyone my new office desktop wallpaper. say hello! to minho :))
please remember that his birthday is 22nd june!

recently addicted to kboxing! kboxing with noobs is so (fill in the blank as my mind is blank)
previously dont really sing. now im singing out loud !!
BUT high frequency songs are ewww and i treat them as a joke ;x

this month is important to me =D BECAUSE.........

byebye p plate

2010-06-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

2nd june! one year ago was my driving test!
around this timing i was waiting anxiously at the waiting room for my test.
this year same time, im happy that im waving goodbye to the yellow plate!

recently watching this drama recommended by foo.
but the main reason for watching is because there's LMH!
this show is making me quit my addiction to maple :D

i sent out all three documents already. now i can only sit and pray.
maybe when u keep falling and falling, you just dont feel like climbing back up.
mummy's sick! hope she get well soon!!
im listening to same song daily and still cant get bored of it!
go listen to jay chou new album, the song called 超人不会飞
to me its nice to the max!

因为超人不能流眼泪. :D i wish i was a superhero!
im removing the tagboard soon and links soon. making the blog into a super plain black blog! ;x

happy birthday daddy

2010-05-29T23:59:00.021+08:00

today is my daddy's birthday. yes he turned 50!

presenting to everyone my uber uber cute daddy!

haha! okies thankfully he dont use the internet, if not he see his unglam cute photo!
realised that he looked like someone?

yup! my daddy looks like me! he got my genes :D
last of all, presenting to you my super handsome daddy!

happy 50th birthday (:

pile of work

2010-05-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

finally, im back to bloggingg ((:
have been working in a pile of papers daily, what a poor soul ;x
but! today everything will END!!
byebye to workaholic days and hello hello to slacker days!

these few days work till super late and got no time to do play my happy farm!
BUT my maple level 80 already! muahahahahahahahahaha.
okay though not very high, but its a record for me already ><

till then byebyeeeeeeeee ((:

fell down

2010-05-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

舞领大道黑角

watched this episode on tv on sunday,
pretty cool, they presented bboy dance in an unique way aka the cute way.
enjoy ((:

my life recently seems quite upside down though.

let me see, on thursday,
finally got to meet up with them for dinner, the initial plan was changed because im really tired ;x
and i got a free meal ((:
not on purpose though, i only remember that i did not pay when i was nearing my house.
probably, im getting old.

then, on saturday, another mini class outing that resulted in my tragic fate.
first i went out wearing my shoes,
i saw a birdshit on my dad's shoe when my shoes were right beside his,
so i found it funny because seems like he striked lottery ;x
but soon karma found its way.
on my way to the bus stop, i tripped and fell onto a rocky road,
and there was a bendy bus at the bus stop, thinking that alot of people should have seen me falling,
i ran up the bus behind the bendy bus (obviously thinking that no one from the bus saw the fall).
but the first thing i got up the bus,
the driver asked "are you okie", *SHIT THEY SAW IT TOO*
hurried to get a seat, the person beside me asked "do you need plaster?" *SHIT*
and guess what,
all the bus at that bus stop can get me to where i wanted except for one bus,
AND YES I WAS ON THAT ONE BUS THAT CANNOT GET ME TO WHERE I WANTED.

okies thats what i call when karma strikes.
the last time i had a fall was when im in secondary two and it was not as serious as this!
thats the difference between flat smooth floor and rough stony floor.

so i took leave yesterday as the wound keeps leaking non-stop,
and my work was completed thanks to the noob on my right ^^
getting back to work soon!
byebye ((:

table getting untidy

2010-04-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

introducing my handsome guy! LEE MIN HO!
my current work desktop has 8 tiles of this same picture, so i get uber high when im at work :D
and he is also my handphone's wallpaper!
so its like i carry him on-the-go!

yup recently and suddenly the workload seems like magic.
from nothing to tonnes.
especially for one of the days, comparing two documents and looking for the mistakes available.
thankfully from the skills i had due to playing too much of spot the difference, wasnt really tough
but kinda tiring for the eyes.
work is happier with work to do ((:

so yup my table is starting to look like a rubbish bin filled with papers,
such that i need to place them on my lap and many piles on the floor in order to do my work.
resemble the noob's table on my right -.-

then oh gosh, i realised that there are people out there who are really unlucky?
well, treasure your life and the people around you :D

mushroom sux mushroom sux mushroom sux,
two days of rash, freaking irritating.

who wants to pei me go trekking! >:(
curse the stupid phone on the work desk. STOP RINGINGGGGGGGGG.

any news?

blogging from work

2010-04-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

lol this is a freaking cute picture. supeerrrr in love with this picture.
i tink i possess that CUTE face while at work ;x

HELLLOOOOOOOO im blogging from work again.

I deleted the previous post as it really looked like an eyesore -.-

Okies so here it’s the latest update of my oh-my-goodness boring life......
Had a bbQ at my place last sat, yup thanks for elaine for putting in a lot of effort once again,
but I seriously feel that there should not be any last min pang seh -.- if not there will be serious food wastage.
but thankfully the two noobs are there :D

oh oh oh, then on Sunday. I had been watching this zhong yi da ge da show for WEEKS,
just to watch the freaking magic show -.- cos got one super power and handsome magician!!
named 蔡之栋!!
his original occupation is the doctor from those mental hospital then he went to take part in magic show :D
THENNNNNNNNNNNN, this week!!!
He was kicked out!! He was supposed to be in the top four!
But dunno why the show go revive two contestant, from 6 choose 4.
End up him being out of top 4!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
make me watch for soooooo many weeks then in the end he out!!!
Okies nvm lee min ho is still the best ;x

Well, other than that, had been going out with two noobs, lol see the two constant reader of my blog?
Yup my stalkers ;x
and my only two twitter followers and following ;x
hmmmm regisa? Or Melina? Nahhh all not nice.
The best is still the new powerpuff girls generation MELINA!!!
Woohoooooooo.

okies I cant imagine im crapping here, THATS BECAUSE I CURRENTLY GOT NTH TO DO!!!

ohhhh I started workkk!!
Sharing a desk with noob -.- soooooooooooo untidy unlike me ;x
Hope next week got a lot a lot of thingz to do muahahahhahaha,
then I wont be reading news online daily ^^

oh wells, after wad my mum told me,
im excited and super keen, but i will feel bad if i were to do so.
but how how how its a dream that I had been dreaming for YEARSSSS,
thou its not that scope YET.
DILEMMA.

nodame cantabile

2010-03-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

(i dont mind going for band rehearsals daily if my conductor is as handsome as him! ;x)

hello to my 700th post!
kbox with the peeps on sat, lol conclusion, i hate to sing ;x

as for today,
well finally not slacking at home, went out of house to spend money and gain weight with two noobs -.-
noobs are named Jing Na and Li Sa.
ate suki buffet after so many donkey years! and is not going to eat it till months later!
then travel to walk walk see see.
super sian i saw four shoes that i feel like buying... gosh. i will never be allowed 4 shoes ;x
oh man Li Sa i planning to buy a new watch! means we wont be having a couple watch anymore!!!!

and guess what?!?! i got to watch the movie that im dying to watch! i thought there's no more show.
though its the 1st row and my neck is breaking as i cant help it since im sooooo tall ^^
YAY happy happy.
i find the movie nice NODAME CANTABILE. super duper funny.
BUT it left me hanging in the air!! ohohoh i cant cant cant wait for part 2!

oh i had an random reflection a few days back.
dear blah blah blah, you might not be reading this since not alot of people read this,
but i want to say, i totally dont know who you are now.
you have changed.
i saw through many lies, and the fact that i'm being used.
i dont mind being used, but please stop lying.
from: me(:

eh just wondering if i should update my aust journey.
if i do, it will be super duper long post and it happened so long ago which will end up a totally random post!
no university is calling me ):

diet

2010-03-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

DEAR 1.5 PULEASE GO AWAY! >:(

stand by me

2010-03-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

thanks to those who have stood by me (:
really appreciated. so many many thanks to the peeps and dudes out there! I LOVE YOU :x
well, im getting better.
i gave in to my fate that i will enter that freaking noob school, no more hope.

but yup this time i saw some true colours ):

in need of miracles

2010-03-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the release of the A level results.

i need miracles, please save me.

away on a vacation

2010-02-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'm off for an vacation!
from 16th feb to 2nd march!
book me for 3rd march early okies cos of you-know-what! andd i will be back super late on 2nd march!

talking of which, im super afraid of taking the airplane )):
super duper uber afraid.

this year's chinese new year is kinda boring. totally got nothing to do!
well, till then see you peeps and dudes (:

reason why im back to work

2010-02-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

today i finally experienced the reason why im back to work,
that is non-stop wrapping that i totally wont stare into space and activate my mind.

today was quite an hilarous day.
1. i wrote a love letter to someone i dont know cause they did not know how to write english, so i just wrote whatever they said.
2. someone called me madam in shortform, sounds something like MAM. gosh! im not that old yet. hellooo.

i loved the work today cause i wrapped present for 2 hrs plus non-stop (: and all of them is nicely wrapped!
YAY :D

burnt finger

2010-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

little kids should not play with fire! this rule should apply to adults too!
yup i burnt my index finger and it is burning hot from within.
well its not burning from within already, but i heard when that bubble burst its super painful TT
its freaking unlucky!!! 1st i got 7 blue black toes and now a burnt index finger -.-

went to the dentist early this morning for the 2nd time this month.
well guess what i dont need to see the dentist till 6 months later!
H-U-R-R-A-Y! i seriously hate visiting the dentist!

3 more days for work left!!

now tell me an convincing lie.

tired from work

2010-02-07T01:16:00.001+08:00

hello, time to update this blog despite the fact that i have no energy left.
work sux sux sux sux sux sux.
i would rather stay home and play computer!!
most of the time im like staring into space, and time pass slowly, killing me totally.
so i tink i got myself a new hobby? looking at shuai ge and mei nu! lol.

ohoh, im grateful to reg's birthday! i finally get to tok craps!
im totally deprived of "talks"!
well, "love you" - quote reg! :x

well i'm only left with 2nd day of chinese new year before i leave for overseas.
book me out pul-ease.

im losing my mind.

gift wrapping

2010-01-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

oh-my-gosh i got 7 blue black toes! because of wearing kok kok shoes and standing for 8-9 hours.
crap! the previous timei had one blue black toe and it took me half a year for it to disappear!
now i need to wait for another 6 months for it to go away ):
so in other words, i polished 7 of my toes! FASHION OKIE.

so yup i started working, bad working experience to the max.
second day only and i regret working.
1. i hate the uniform, super cui and auntie.
2. i hate to wear kok kok shoe.
3. cant give wrapping paper this time, so kana alot of scolding from members of public.
4. only 3 people wrapping presents, sometimes need to solo one shift, totally boring and irritating when there's a queue.
5. break time must eat alone.
well, i thought i will be wrapping for chinese new year but turned out to be for valentine's day. the wrapper is filled with the words "love is in the air". lol crap to the max.

on the happier note: im going for my cousin' rom! first time im going to witness the rom! happy happy!

丢掉大脑，忘记烦恼

eyesight improved

2010-01-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

hoho my eyesight improved!
both eyes improved by 50 each! so cool!
now only 200 plus, maybe i can be back to perfect eyesight! lol.
yup just changed my specs which was with me since im sec 2?

let me promote the hk drama on channel u, "dicey business"
i watched it online though because i cant tahan to watch just that one hour every weekday.
yup so i watched it cantonese.

recently went back to the band life at fuhua, well i guessed its nothing but disappointment.
basic techniques to play semiquavers, cant even do it.
i dont understand why they cant sit together as a section!
everyone was just playing their own, all good as individuals.

thankfully i met the aunties after band, makes my day (:
to all the aunties, me will upload the photos soon!
try lah ;x slacking is my forte! haha.

to three people out there, sorry for my stubborn-ness.
actually once i made the decision, nothing can change my mind,
the persuasion only made my guilty and brought my day down.
stubborn girl living in her stubborn world!
issit me or what? i feel that we somehow now belong to different world, we are moving apart?
maybe i think too much. lol.

work starts on friday! O-M-Gosh.

decoders with classmates

2010-01-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

back to blogging! shall not let my slacker blog slack anymore due to massive computer games.

went to cafe with my class today,
starting was really i-am-so-bored-that-i-want-to-rot but it got "funner" as it went along.
was introduced to several new games.
hope we will continue to have outings! yay :D

and oh-my-godness. i am currently employed again!
but i shall not announce it to the whole wide world yet though there are a few who already knew due to my itchy mouth.
i will be working from 29th jan to 13 feb! yay! i thought i wont have a income till march as im going overseas.
well supposed to start working on 19th jan as cashier!
but due to two days that im not available, they are not employing me from 19th jan to 29th jan.
so for these two events/days, TREAT ME NICER OKIE! haha ;x

my room is in a big mess, big big big big big mess, i cant even stand on a spot,
must tiptoe across the room. but im lazy to clean up.
well thats how pigs lived?
reopen those letters i received and reread them, oh gosh, smiling to myself like an idiot.
i realised i have received a big stack of letters from one person and we have knew each other for like 8 years?
well smk i love you! but too bad im straight and you are already taken!
give me more of your time PU-LEASE.

till then people, TATA!

cafe

2010-01-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
long time since i last blogged, so in order for my blog to stay alive, im blogging.
;x i addicted to maple. oh gosh.

finally after donkey years, i get to see their faces!
went to a cafe to played games :D
keeping it short and sweet.

resolutions

2010-01-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

resolutions for 2010:
1. learn to be more sociable!
2. learn to dress more lady?

seriously there's nothing much for me to look forward to in this year.
well but i seriously lacking of no 1.
i realised i dont really like to talk to people especially for the first few times.
no matter how new faces try to socialise with me, i always give the i-am-not-bother-to-talk-to-you look.
so friends out there who survived this, congratulations!
and seriously no 2. has always been part of my resolutions every year.
maybe it will work one of these years? hopefully?

what will you do if you know you are due to face with difficulties and you cant run away from it?

goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

im back from my vacation yesterday (:

well soon i will need to bid farewell to 2009,
and move on to 2010.
im approaching a bumpy year ahead.
feeling afraid of that unpredictable road ahead.

i hate 2010 ):

on vacation

2009-12-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

im going for a tweenie weenie holiday from 27th -30th december!
miss me can just drop me a message on my phone!

well anyone free to go get taka bear on 31st december? bring me along!
but i scare it will end up not there again!
so its a risk, i dont know if it really existed YET!
and maybe i should go early early in the morning! cos i dont want to meet with the crowd who would be like counting down to 2010?

went to watch sherlock holmes and i should have just closed my eyes at the coffin scene!
its still stuck in my head!
seriously is there like anyone out there who wants to watch the princess and the frog or the chipmunks?!
its hard to find people to watch and appreciate cartoon movies!

then had a mini christmas class gathering.
i gave my tigger to number 3 and received a present from number 6!

oh! and as a reminder for myself as i tend to forget thing easily nowadays.
i have watched my drama till epsiode 6! so the next is epsiode 7.

well till then, see you!

jobless

2009-12-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

worked for the last day yesterday. so i think i have gained 1 exp?
LEVEL UP!
well, its my first job! and when suddenly i dont wrap today, i feel so weird.
miss some of them there.
even if i were to go back to work next year, they might not be around!

then yesterday was my first time spending my time in orchard on christmas eve.
i will never want to spend christmas eve in orchard again!
the amount of people there is making me puke.
totally people mountain people sea.

well i will be escaping to malaysia on 27th to 30th!
and im watching another drama featuring lee min ho! he's a small cast though.
title "i am sam"!
he was here on 21st december! the ticket was expensive and i got work.

i'm not looking forward to 2010.
the year where i turned 20 which sounds like what-the-hell-so-old.
the year where i must receive the results of A which i am totally-so-screwed.

looking for a band to join in march! and i finally got the mouthpiece i wanted!
all the best to every living soul in receiving 2010.

reopening of blog

2009-12-19T01:45:00.001+08:00

i have re-opened my blog for viewing.

yes yes it took donkey years for me to reopen it.
the reason why i locked it is because the previous template was kind of screwed.

if anything you feel that needs to be changed on this template,
or you would like me to link you,
just tell me (:

39.3

2009-08-15T09:32:00.000+08:00

39.3 highest record currently.
felt hot and cold.
toot.

comments

2009-08-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

today's school was kind of terrible.

my parents plan for the future are rather funny.
my mum wants to be an mac aunty selling mac after she retire,
and asking my dad what he wants to do after he retire...
...silence...
finally an answer "看孙". finally an answer but an weird one.
my face totally went =______=''

i still tolerating school.
please end please end please end.

when the black clouds covered, there was no rain.

quiz

2009-08-07T17:11:00.000+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
this quiz is quite true to big big extent (:
go try try.

-my results-
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

help

2009-08-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

请你帮帮我，好吗？

rest in peace

2009-08-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

today marks the 100th day towards the A levels,
which also marks the day when my grandpa passed away.

the one who shared the same birthday, same year of the zodiac,
somehow i do feel that we have the same personalities.

the night before, i heard he was unwell and was back to a stable condition,
i thought to myself that i had better visit him before he passed on.
stupid thoughts, i never ever think in the right direction,
why do i always think about this type of unlogical stupid remarks.
i am sorry, i think that it has as though been years since i last visited you.

i received the message this morning, followed by a ringing call,
i ignored the phone, i do not wish to pick up.
i will not know how to react like the older days when another grandparent of mine passed away.

all i could do is to bless him in his journey ahead.
take care.

100days

2009-07-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

heading towards the 100th day countdown soon!
scary.

the teachers are killing me in homeworks.
((:

the day

2009-07-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

the day that i hate it to come, friday morning.
i hate it.
how long must i bear or suppress the sadness in front of others?
just let me be on that day.

everyone has their own problems, just that i dont really share.
cheerfulness provide some form of escape; illusions i would say.

yay

2009-07-17T16:59:00.001+08:00

YAY ((: happy happy!

chinese

2009-07-14T16:25:00.002+08:00

今天决定用华语，因为
不懂华语的；读不懂，
华语烂的也读不懂，哈哈。

最近心情真的是非常低落，已经连续哭了好几天，
可是还没痛哭一场，
能苦不是一件坏事，能哭就说明了我不会那样早死啊！

心里一直想，人们好像很难跟我做朋友，
我知道是自己不会和人沟通，我交朋友的技术好烂，可是没办法，
要怪自己性格古怪吧！
朋友吧，好象用十只手指算仿佛太多了，
朋友不多，大家可算是同学吧。
哎，为什么好像很孤单，算了！
所以我想对我喜欢的朋友们说：我好喜欢你！
对于同学吗，我就期待做你的朋友！

对于功课和成绩，我又跌到谷里去了，
加油加油！

好孤单，好伤心，没人诉苦，
所以我说嘛，人生真痛苦。
哇！我的华语很烂！:X

movie

2009-07-10T15:58:00.003+08:00

anyone want to watch movies? i have been dying to watch that ONE movie!
but i cant find anyone!
oh god. please ask me to watch THAT movie!
i will confirm be free! (:

if we know we are going to be sad two weeks later, must we be happy now?

emotionless

2009-07-07T13:43:00.001+08:00

emotionless.

what to carry

2009-07-01T14:22:00.002+08:00

i giving you a new friend named HOPE,
carry it and treasure it,
remember that you should never lose it,
it will help you go far in due future.

TRUST is not willing to be your friend,
unless you have decided to stay far from your friend named HATRED.
you cannot possess the friendship from both sides.
you can only choose the friendship of TRUST or the friendship of HATRED.

FAILURE is a sociable party that makes friends easily with anybody.
it possess bad characteristics that everyone is not willing to be friends with it.
despite the fact that everyone hates it,
it will always be there, looking out for you,
no matter how you want to escape from it,
it will always be there so be catious.

SUCCESS is a friend that everyone hopes to be with.
however, it is hates making friends.
much effort is required before it will be your friend.

:D

2009-06-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

mel thot that he was my frend that looks gay.
yup! he's my frend, BOY frend. :X

mid year is starting soon.
oh crap felt like dying, like why the hell cant they spread the exams dates nicely?
haha shld stop complaining.

just at the moment i thought i was fine,
you fired a gunshot.

water parade ;d

2009-06-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

the water parade:
come everybody, lets lift our mug, offer the toast to everyone and lets all say: LETS MUG!

CRAP!

his birthday was ytd 22.6! happy 22th birthday!
love him to the max!
crazy -.-

sytycd

2009-06-12T20:30:00.001+08:00

sytycd season 5 (:
an amazing piece - hip hop

go watch other philip dance, you will love it (:

miss

2009-06-07T21:58:00.001+08:00

i miss you and you and you.
maybe not.

to people out there, lets get out to have coffee!

holidays

2009-06-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

well kind of surprised that my dad actually let me drive his car yesterday,
to buy that yellow triangle.
and he claimed that my driving is NOT BAD.
happy to the max!

as the holiday is just going to fly pass me once again,
i have been attempting to mug like crazy,
but apparently it always failed.
maths tutorial are driving me crazy, trying to complete them due to my lagness due the competition period.

there are many things i want to do for the holidays.
but whenever i look at the countdown counter towards my A levels, forget it.
i wish to:
- go shopping at bugis and j8
- go suntan because im getting white
- play mahjong (demand it since million of years ago)
- go bowling
- go kbox to hear people sing
- go play lots of games of badminton
- learn cycling
- watch at least one korea drama
all these following have to be sacrifice for something known as STUDYING.
what a life.

there's something that happened today, pretty shocked about it though
feels so happy that someone who seen me a few times a few years ago,
remember my name and school.
little actions like these made my day.
i think i'm crazy.

please date me before i locked myself away from the world after june holidays!

should i look for a band to join? OH GOSH!

passed

2009-06-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

jtsc has passed her driving practical test upon the first attempt!!
happy happy!
buy me a car?

i got to go back to study for chemistry.
poor dude.

tml dpt

2009-06-01T21:34:00.001+08:00

DPT TOMORROW!
me is so going to pass the test!
bless!

the recently chemistry is driving me nuts.
help :\

daddy

2009-05-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

though there are some issues that happened last night,
broke down like crazy but yet not knowing who to call and who to text.
why must it happen?
why must it be that person?
i just hope for the better, please bless.

today is my daddy's birthday! he's getting old as i get old.
but just hope that he stays healthy and just rid of some habits.
because no matter what he will still be my young and handsome daddy (:

regarding today's paper, its nothing but crap.
probably its due to the break down; i cant really focus.
but this is the first time i attempted a science and technology essay without any reference but purely on my knowledge and recently read up.
but the problem lies in the fact that...
I FORGOT TO WRITE THE QUESTION NUMBER!
MY ONE MARK IS GONE THAT WAY!!! SERIOUSLY GO BANG WALL.
one mark is so important to me in this paper!

i have four more days to DPT, seriously hope i can clear it!
bless bless bless!!
holidays are here; say NO to slacking!

我的世界围绕这三个字：为什么.

time

2009-05-26T14:20:00.001+08:00

if only time can be brought back.

i want to be with..

and..

love them to the max.

hai

2009-05-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

人生如果有两个选择；
知道真相而受到伤害，
和
不知道真相而被眼前的一切所骗.

你的选择会是哪一个？

):

2009-05-19T12:36:00.002+08:00

sick sick sick.
the whole day was filled with sneezes.
so here i am, at home; stoning.

i have tonnes of work to complete; im dying.

i made a new friend (: happy happy.
174 days left!

bu hao

2009-05-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

); last week was a totally torture in school for me.
trying to catch up with work, trying to finish current work, trying to study for test.
gosh last week was a total sad one.

got back my chem test, ever since secondary school, this is the first chem test i failed THAT badly.
totally demoralised to the max.

the painting of the wall too. the drawing was like super last minute again,
though i said i dont want to touch it ever since i design the whole crap.
i still drew the wall anw :\
im kinda upset that the wall was not painted the way it was supposed too,
too bad i got college day, im upset that those who could stay back and do the wall did not do so.
well, i got no comments.

see the last whole week totally sux.

yes i currently do have the problem of having who to trust too,
who to trust, who to talk too, whatever,
a few more months and lets get out of there.
keeping no memories.

anyone wanna be my LT study parnter till a levels?

thanks

2009-05-13T00:05:00.001+08:00

谢谢你 ((:

habit

2009-05-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

lets mug.

give in

2009-05-01T20:59:00.001+08:00

crap, i just gave in and bought stockings.
buying is an issue.
wearing it is another (:

我累了.

aunties

2009-04-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

i love being with aunties.
aunty yeo, auntie tan, auntie chia, auntie foo, auntie lau, auntie YU?

it makes me feel MUCH MUCH younger :X

collapsing

2009-04-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

collapsing.

give me a break; let me breathe.

18 more days

2009-04-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

i saw my timetable for A levels!
i hope that they wont change it anymore!
im happy that at long as they dont fall on the same day (:
though they will be four heavy papers continuously.
IM LOOKING FORWARD!

well <20 days to syf!
practice hard and enjoy on the competition itself!
despite the outcome, happy or sad,
i believe somebody gained something; experience.

i hope my homework can finish up by itself, how i wish!
im going crazy.

heart foundation cip

2009-04-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

after two days of service learning, one word; tiring.
it was held at the Singapore Flyer over the weekends.

1st day morning shift:
for this whole day i was doing the health screen check booth,
well, actually learnt how to operate the machines,
though i dont really know how to operate one of them.
i feel that the in-charge of the booth is super nice! (:
but for the morning shift, it was rather boring, as there were not many people around.
pretty much idling my life away.

1st day afternoon shift:
well, after lunch it was pouring quite heavily, so have to go under the rain to return to the tents.
so the booths are currently closed at the moment.
we totally had to lift up our shoes as the area was slightly flooded.
nothing much to do till the rain stopped.
after the rain, people keep flooding in, finally felt alive (:
my in-charge is a nice person (:

2nd day morning shift:
tired tired tired, still have to wake up for another day, oh gosh!
today i did the goodie bag booth, it was rather hilarious,
looks more like a stall selling eggs.
well morning was rather dull as usual, all we had to do was to sit back and relax (:
but till a moment, there was an extreme sharp pain in my stomach,
well, i guess it was food poisoning from my breakfast.
it was not hot yet i was sweating cold, so thanks for the medicine (:

2nd day afternoon shift:
after lunch was busy, with the morning shift volunteers changing shift and collecting their bags,
the moment i return was rather messy!
the problem with the booth is that when there is no one, you can really feel the emptiness,
when there is a group of people, i do really mean a group of people,
its rather extreme i would say.
the part which i like today was maybe the interaction with classmates,
some characteristics which i had never realised,
it was a starting factor that brightens up my two tiring days.

it was about time to pack and leave, where packing up and volunteers coming to collect their bags,
it was rather chaotic.
such that an awful person from the public came up to us and snatched away one goodie bag and running away.
it was unsightly but we let the matter rest.
however that person came back again, pretending to glance into the bag of one, reaching her hands into the bag to grab the carton of eggs!
well, i wonder why must she act in that manner! and there were 4 of them.

this is another part which brightens me too,
the packing of the booths, im glad that the class from this shift stayed to help (:
i believed we did a good job!
as there were too little people left to pack! so im proud of them (:
well, back to school tomorrow ):

ytd

2009-04-05T13:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday was an interesting day.

finally met them after a few million weeks,
ate luxury pasta, but it will be once in a long while!
went to wisma to see how the programme will be like,
its rather quite interesting, not what i expected.
the weird thing is to see someone whom you have been contacting via phone and email.
yup kind of weird.

in the end i was the earliest of all, but no one ate vegetables.
happy sign!
it was the first time i carried hamsters, super duper cool!
it was the first time i played a guitar, super duper ultra cool!
it was the first time i ate a mint chocolate, super duper uncool!
it was the first time i twisted my ankle, super duper ultra uncool!

well at least i did not cry though the pain was really killing.
(:
there were debates on whether to go to those chinese doctors to turn it back between my parents.
in conclusion, im letting it heal on its own.
lets pray everything will be alright.
it kind of frighten me when i cant really walk this morning, and i missed the driving lesson!
upset.

somehow it was kind of a type of disappointment.

2009-04-03T19:38:00.001+08:00

lee min ho (:
in the show BFF, his name is GUJUNPYO(:
^^

good news: i passed ECONS finally!
cheers!

syf

2009-04-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

crap, the SYF date is out. 6th may! its super soon, HELP!
the most wth is that we are behind rjc, in front of them acjc.
toot.
one month left, BLESS.
i hope to help but well lets not get involved (:
craps do exist if you enter.

kinda upset when my sec sch got a silver, everyone hope for a gold,
but i believe they sounded like one (:

just finished the "proposal" of cip, its super pw-ly lah,
hope they approve if not gg.

super freaking in love with gujunpyo and leeminhoh.
same person lah, but i love gujunpyo character in the show (:

crap

2009-03-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

please learn to speak the truth,
thats all i have got to say.
please learn not to add words into people's mouth,
thats all i have got to say.
please get your facts right before stating another,
thats all i have got to say.
please dont assume my actions, if you dont know me well,
thats all i have got to say.

to that group.

well, unhappiness aside.
fsmb bought 4 new yamaha euphoniums! oh my!
and its all 4 valves! jealous!
hope they donate me one 3 valves if they intend to throw it away :D

booked

2009-03-21T16:20:00.003+08:00

i finally booked my driving practical test date on 2nd june.
wish me luck!

well, today i finally realised something about the family.
im so ignorant!
now now save save save!

common test

2009-03-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

); down so so so so lately.
those backstabbers are making my life so damn miserable.

common test is coming!
think of A, learn from your mistakes, gambatte.

lets hope the coming cip or service learning be successful!

if i complain alot recently, please listen.
or if i never complain alot, please make me complain.
super stress! but cannot cut my fringe YET! RAWR!

坏人坏人，让我又爱又恨.

memory (:

2009-03-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

memory by sugarcult (:

(:

2009-03-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

today is the start of the common test!
(: and now it marks the start of the holidays!
well its not really holidays, its mugging days.

quite happy with my recent chemistry and physics results (;
today's gp paper was rather unexpected.
well, i targetted C this time, however, expectations were lower to E!
oh gosh!

im kind of motivated x 100% to do well for mpec!
after the comments made by one of the teachers, im so going to study for that subject.
i didnt know that the teacher's impression of me is ..... (too many words)
^^

also!!! there was 太阳雨 on thursday!
i was hoping for it on thursday itself, and my wish came true.
gosh!
and i saw rainbow again!
because i miss 太阳雨!

well, kind of upset about some issues,
i felt that i was wrongly accused.
but the accused made me want to work harder.
i was afraid of being in one place everytime, now im afraid of this additional place.
two places, im afraid.
dont know what to do, will it get better after the year?

evil.

a post of thanks

2009-03-07T12:28:00.002+08:00

a post of thanks to the following people for my birthday:

for those who sms me.

for those who wished me via facbook.

for those who ate with me on 1st march.

for those who appeared at my house on 3rd march.

for those who ate with me on 6th march.

for the one who is going to eat with me later.

thanks for the presents; thanks for the cards.

short and sweet thanks (:

happy birthday to me

2009-03-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to myself ((:
im older by a year.
19 sounds old.

thanks to everyone (: shall update when im not mugging.

tired

2009-02-27T22:56:00.002+08:00

yo, im back.
im ageing soon, seriously 19 sounds super old.
its the last year i get to celebrate a digit with 1X in the front.
time flies.

im quite happy this weekends, because i will be meeting people i miss to the max (:
1st-ly, with a botak and a shortie X:
ever since i been studying daily, with the botak in the small island,
i did even get a see a short person in sight!
oops.
2nd-ly, with the group of people i miss lots,
i regret repeating a year; missing the joy and laughters.
thank gawd that im getting to see them again (:
3rd-ly, on bday itself,
dont know what will happen, we will see.

i miss all of them (: !

getting to see true colours lately.
im getting tired, seriously.

first gift

2009-02-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

i received my first birthday gift today (:
its early! but thank you ms tankt.

i have been studying ever since school started that did not know that time has flew past me without informing me.
i only remember i was shocked when i found out that i was already nearing the 20+ feburary days.
19 sounds old. let me remain as 18 please?
i dont have the mood to celebrate it this year.
the life of a mugger sucks. no life.

something happened and im am rather upset,
i felt that my integrity has been put into such a low level.
well shall not mention about it.

also, recently someone suddenly disappeared from a major part of my life.
anyone were to ask me anything or say anything about the person,
i felt like crying; hope that person is well.

im off to study, bye.

update

2009-02-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

here is the update.
recently feeling super stress, that i started to cut my fringe.
based on last week alone, i cut twice.
now i feel like cutting again.
it helps to relieve stress (:

this year, my maths seriously sux. -.- dont understand a toot im doing.
i sux at physics too,
but my interest in electricity is high, so the willingness to do the work is higher.
maths is a total gone case.

cca are mentally torturing days.
after cca, im dead = no energy for cute little homeworks.
RAWR.

im mad.

mugger

2009-02-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

3 times cca per week.
6 school days.
studying everyday.
no shopping, no gaming.
less then 6 hours sleep daily.

no life; a new mugger is born.

runaway

2009-01-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

happy lunar new year to everyone.

this year is really not a good one for me.
since school started, i have not attended any FRIDAYS at school.
some unhappy things happen in my family that i ran away for 24 hours without going home, see how serious?!
oh bother!
wonder if the year ahead will be a good one.
bless.

XXXXXXXX.

no one

2009-01-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

i guess no one will understand.
dying unknowingly.

a video to best describe my feelings nowadays.
yellow lyrics are the best description of emotions.
orange lyrics are the best desciption of happenings.

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

dying

2009-01-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

im dying.

broke

2009-01-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

heartbroken.

back to sch

2009-01-10T16:13:00.001+08:00

back to school with homeworks undone!

lost

2009-01-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

school's going to reopen soon,
i need time to finish my homework!

if only i knew..

because of you.

2009-01-06T13:50:00.002+08:00

jolinne hates returning to school everyday for XXXX.

anyway i began driving on 4th! its super cool!
and im happy because the first person i drive around was a XXXXX XX.
((: driving a car is really fun and amazing;
to be amazed by the fact i can drive!
hope that it will be the same person teaching me for the 2nd lesson!

photos for band festival:

the countdown bbq:

the sentosa outing cannot be posted up here as i was BAN by XX XXX XXXX!
((:

thank god you did not.

because of you.

sentosa

2009-01-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

went to sentosa on 3rd with SEEKmk, ELAINEt, NGkh.
the weather was playing a fool with us at the start.
no rain, rain, no rain, rain, no rain, rain, no rain.
hope none of us will fall sick (:

finally the dear mr SUN came out (: cheeers!
objective is to tan, but end product is RED skin instead of DARKER skin.
gosh.
went for skyride x2! 1st time! WOOOOOOO~

went to see see National Geographic to visit ((:
dinner was a horror, almost died from spicy-ness.

photos to be uploaded SOON.

new year new beginning

2009-01-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

this is the start of 2009.
i have wrote my resolutions, hope i will succeed in most of them.

there are reasons to why i hate 2009,
if you were to ask me personally, i would probably choose to share with you.
i shall find one day to upload all the pictures by one day about my activites in november and december.

and i think i am going to die soon,
i attended 3 bbq within 5 days! and i think i ate alot of the burnt food,
hope i wont die earlier.

disappointed with those bunch of people,
i decided to show them bo-chup, dont-care attitude!
i TRIED to not-to-dislike-them, but i gave up.
they ought to learn this phrase: "in a team, no one gets left behind".

i love the bbq on new year eve the most.
((: jump shots!

sad

2008-12-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

something sad has been poking me lately.

thx

2008-12-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

im here to thank WONGjl and CHIAjy!
for helping me do CIP!

thanks to WONGjl for helping me for two days,
and helping me do the balloons because i am really really afraid of balloons.
thanks to CHIAjy for helping me on the last day! (:

today's CIP was horrible, had to deal with balloons.
my fear for balloons is as big as my fear for heights!

crap

2008-12-22T19:48:00.001+08:00

when you need help,
no one will be there.
when its just to have fun,
people will be there.

i cannot find anyone to help me.
i have/had seen the true colours.

JCPBF

2008-12-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

JCPBF!
this is my 2nd year, compared to last year,
it was much much better!
everyone more bonded this year.

i miss the people and the conductor!
i miss the fun, i miss the band days.

wallet

2008-12-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

im freaking unlucky today.
i lost my wallet which includes ic.
shyt the person who stole it!
the worst thing is that my key is in it too.
see the link? IC with key? IC contains address. now get the link.
my house is in danger.
upset.
especially by my dad.

well, kets throw the unhappy things aside.
on the first day, SPOTTED THAT!
after 3 days of band festival, it was rather tiring mentally.
my usual sleeping time of 3am, i can now sleep at 12 or 11.
see how tired i could be?
today i was dragging my foot there early in the morning,
complaining and whinning why i was there.
but after sectionals, im happy.
happy to be with them!

and i decided not to hate LY anymore.
finally found him nice.

today started badly during combine as i was falling aslp.
sectionals worst, all alone.
but end of day, im happy (:
but because of the wallet issue, now im sad.

awaiting for the performance two days later!

band fest tml

2008-12-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

well band festival is going to start tomorrow!
kind of excited as i will be meeting new people! but i seriously hate icebreakers!!
cant wait! hope my section will have NICE people!
i will TRY to make friends :X

esplanade in 5 days time!

i wont be online so often as after everyday of band practice, i think i will die at home due to sleeping.
dont miss me!

138 139

2008-12-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

today im SUPPOSED to purchase my sm4 euphonium mouthpiece.
so met up with chiaHH at imm to buy,
in the end it was not open. *&^%$#@!

went down to fuhua, enter fuhua (was "forced" to), and went for band.
its freaking weird to go back to fuhua band since i have not went back for 1.5-2years?
waited for the band people to have lunch so that we can "coop" their instruments for the moment.
and i guess i did not regret going back today, as it was a day of achievement?
i finally got the bars 138 and 139 which i totally cannot get it during the whole of XJCSB's sectionals!
so i want to thank mr thamKK, i finally got the 138 and 139! HOHOHO!

went back to imm, hoping that they will be open!
but no! TOOT.
went down to watch BOLT at vivo with seekMK, ngKH, tanE.
nice movie!

i just ate a bowl of raisins AGAIN!
hope nothing happens this time.

i thought things were getting better, maybe im wrong.
she could just disown me.

baka

2008-12-11T13:44:00.001+08:00

BAKA

buffet

2008-12-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, ms-foreva-late woke up at 1030, good timing (:
went for exercise (LOL)
then out for the "Sudden-notice-buffet" for a farewell.

people included: msTANG, chiajy, wongws, limYH(enjoy ur army ^^)
people excluded: ghost.
happy that i did not spend money on consumerism.

met up with SEEKmk, NGkh AT JURONG AGAIN!
need to return the drinks that i owe them before NY (:
talk some rubbish, feelings got cheated by one-of-them =X
i'm soooooo in love with my jurong and lakeside friends, though they dont love me! LOL!
i am soooo going to miss these type of gathering when XXX enter army.
=X did i mention something saddd?

anyone want to buy band festival tickets?! $13 and $16.
please come and support!
i will be playing too. support support support!
TT

last issue, I AM FEELING SO HELPLESS!
dear friend, please take care.

raisins

2008-12-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

no matter how much you are in love with raisins,
refrain from eating it as one of your meals.
i have learnt my lesson last night, HAHAHA.

BTT is coming this thursday! PASS PASS PASS!